Riau Islands

I dropped my bag and take news paper.
Good Topic. Read on 'The Jakarta Post' : Riau Islands overrun by imports of illegal meat. Oh, no.




the circulation of meat illegally imported from India in Batam and others areas in the riau islands province has reached a critical stage, with the commodity widely available,even in traditional market (read: the jakarta post)

it's true. i was see it. lucky, me and my family are not too like eat meat. i can count how many times menu in my home made of meat per month. at least one which is 'ayam kampong' as requested by kakak (she likes soup).

'we don't know who we should talk to about the illegal importation of meat from india. the authorities don't seem to care about it and some of them even cooperate with the importers. this really hurts consumer,Asron said (he is secretary of the Batam office of the Consumer Institution Foundation(YLKB). (read : the jakarta post)

right. it's really hurts consumer. i aware about it. how about others? did they know about it. did our goverment aware about this too?

meat from india is usually imported through malaysia as the sale of the meat there is not forbidden. the close proximity between malaysia and batam, as well as other islands in the province, further facilitates the illegal important of the meat to the region. 'this activity is further facilitated by the operation of many illegal ports on batam islands, thereby preventing officers from detecting illegal imports,lik said (lik betty, head of the batam marine,fishereis and agriculture office) (read: the jakarta post).

see. it's true. pointed to 'many illegal ports on batam islands'. i think is not only for meat.


first time i came here, it's difficult for me to find and looking for food and meal,house hold, and everthing made in indonesia/local made. all imported. price for imported cheaper than local. i'm not saying all came from illegal ports. but until now i don't understand why and if i got some information about this i am still not satisfied about this. don't know why.

the fact is meat imported sold cheaper than local meat. we as consumer should be aware about this.

'at least nine tons of illegals meat enters batam per day. its important is smooth because it involves authorities,including policemen,officers of the custom and excise office and other related institutions'. (read : the jakarta post)

can you imagine the totals for one week,one month and one year? frankly i'm so sad to calculated. the present show that most of people who was in batam most like meat. yeah...

Why ?

doing by learning.
deep in my heart asked to myself, why.



this week i try complie my word to capture all my children asked to me about anything.
little conversation doing with me and my older daughter.

kakak : nande, why they said something that I don't understand about it?
me/nande : think hard to answer. well, honey your age not enough to thinking about it just listen. as your see it's adult conversation. you will growing with that and you will get the answer about it.
kakak : i know nande, but 'why' they always do like that in the same time, did they know that what they are doing seems like stupid act, sorry nande.
nande : ok darling. approching her and give a big huge. Honey,it's very hard to answer your smart question, 'why'
kakak : yes nande, that 'why' i asked you
nande : kakak, they do like that because they understand what they talk about and they have wrong place about that.
kakak : oh yeah. are you agree if i said something about it?
nande : yes, i'm ok.
kakak : that's meant adult can do stupid act like a child.
nande : oh my GOD. you're right honey.
kakak : thanks nande. that's i want need that you confirm that adult can do like a child
nande : whisper in heart.'GOD, she's too young to think about this'

(above conversation talk about women had fight with her boyfriend in parking area. they act similar like a child)

me,brigitta,gabie.

Muddy,wet,water.

rain..again.
wet..again.
muddy..



batam was rain. rain again.i asked my self and try to figure out, why rain comes on this month? insane. stupid question.
but i always pray "Thanks GOD for today".

cough,common cold. last week, my second daughter has common cold and cough but now be better. i asked to "mbak" to gave her more water and more food.
mom called me in early morning said some reason why she doesn't come yet to batam. it's okay mom no problem i'll tell to kakak (brigitta)about this as she always asked about her grandma why not coming yet after easter.

discussed with my love 'jo'(husband) to cancel registration school for kakak. i can teach her after office hour. it's very hard but i try. with singing a song i teach her alphabet, number, everything. kakak is happy and her sister gabie try to follow what her sister do.

i have only 3 until 4 hours a day meet my lovely children after office hours. i try to manage my time and give the best for them.
someday kakak has a simple question but for me is very hard to answer.
"nande if you don't mind can you spare for me more time to teach me and spent time with me all day long?" oh GOD. If I could, I will do honey.

saddnes. yeah.
GOD..YOU know about all, everything. If I could..I'll be there everytime. I promised this is not longer. I've big plan about this all. Trust me kakak, you will see the day will come and your wish come true.

once upon a time

once upon a time..
mom with 2 pretty daughters. keep struggling, keep learning, keep faith and always be humble, honest and strong.



here i am. with my backbone starting again. hard to say how to tell you what's going on during my absent on this space but.. i will come again to you,share together with laugh,saddnes,regardless and everything.

i know who i am.
moved to new space . quite strange. new place,new job,new boss but still under same company.
well, as new comer i must obey about rule and my position. thanks to Lord given me chance for this position. working with new and good boss is very hard to keep good performance employee here.
almost five months i've worked with new job. struggling with everything but i'm happy.
life is wonderfull if we full fill in patient,humble and faith. growing with new situation make me strong and know how to do a good job and how to improve my capability. i always do my best to keep good performance.
some people have good approch to me but some not. i don't care. i just play my game but i never breaking the rule and never distrub others.

welcome again..mom..

Hello..I am back

Amazing..
is very long time absent in this space.
I miss you all..miss you..



life is going on..
it's funny. once i open this space, i forgot my password, oh no..
well, highly appreciated for blogger account and google account, you save my blog..many thank to you..

oh GOD,
since i moved to new place. i was struggle for everything. for my jobdesk, my family and what ever. but i still on HIM.
i don't know how to begin. promise is promise. promise to update this blog again.

well..welcome aboard again..miss you all